A word of courtesy between friends is ok. an anomaly between brothers, yet a must between strangers. Where this line stands depends on the principles, the culture of every single one of us. Thus i remind myself with a simple 'everyone is different', whenever i am dissapointed by either a lack of gratitude or a missing acknowledgement be it my friends or family. Yet with all due respect i can never apprehend my frustrations for your missing response. A vague tinge tells me its my emotions at play. Being human i do eat the occasional sour grape when i chance upon certain pictures or comments. I have lost the strong sense of emotional insecurity and desire for now. I was a boy filled with my own fantasies and fairytales of a perfect relationship. Yes, we all have our own yearn for a fairytale. I lost this yearning since the very moment fireworks marked the very end of last year. Cliche but true. I am not afraid to admit i was still groping and searching for a right way to make that romantic moment with my limited knowledge be it the movies or dinner. These experiences are unfortunately lodged quite deep due to embarrassment thus the need to file it under a list of must not's.
I once laughed when friends told me about the i am still not mature enough theory, yet now i eat my smugness as i slowly grasp the underlying essence of this sentence. And yes you guessed right, i truly am immature, from quite an amount of crucial aspects. And i will probably organize a set of examples in my past for understanding purposes. It may take some time, but not to fret, it will be up.
You've got the poison,
I've got the remedy.
@2:39 PM
About Me
I have never been perfect, But neither have you
I listen to music, drink peppermint, eat chocalate, and go to Singapore poly
I dance, hip hop, groovy styles.
And not forgetting, I am a great person to be.
However, if for whatever reason you decide not to be me,
You should delete all this and put in your own profile.
