You've got the poison, I've got the remedy
Tuesday, April 07, 2009
I am a joke
I am not sure what to feel right now. Relieved? no. I am just looking at stupid me initiating todays talk out for what purpose. I cant see the solution yet i see happy faces around?
I mean seriously nothing has changed except for the fact that everyone said what they wanted to say. Thats all. I dunno if its enough to make me feel like performing on stage.
I try my best to put my words in a soft tone but yet i was given snot and tears. I am not sure if anybody understands. Daniel just wants his elevator to be accepted and maybe couldn't care less as long as we finish the choreo and finish saturdays performance asap.
I am not sure why i was laughing when i really cant see any reason to be. why?
Maybe one fine day its my turn to break down, slam the door and go right home and sleep the whole day off. well for the past few weeks i really felt like doing that. Yet i didn't.Why? Maybe i havent reached my limits yet. FUCKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK
thats my current mood right now.
You've got the poison,
I've got the remedy.
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