You've got the poison, I've got the remedy
Friday, March 06, 2009
When things change
Hello,
There is a perfectly saint reason why i am blogging on a sunny weekday afternoon.
and here it is, i cannot find a job. Come on give the poor boy a chance already, i sent like 1 or maybe 3 resumes over?
If things don't really happen, i guess i have to go ask pei for ducky tours. ha.
And i am into Diy PCs recently, Cus i cant stand my desktop right now. arghhh. The frustrating part was when i researched every single tiny detail and gotten ready all the parts i wanted to buy when by chance i realise i can get a cheaper one where they will help with me the installation. I spent wee hours doing the research and just so happened to view one of their price lists on DIY pcs. The horror, at my own stupidity.
Nevermind, i am now full of knowledge on PC, ha. self proclaimed, yet i only know what goes to where, and i dunno what does all the numbers and serials mean.
It will take me too long to figure out, leaving it to the IT savvvy experts.
Now, i need to earn some quick bucks to get my PC, next week i hope.
My parents are right though, I really need to curb my spending, cus all that puny habits i am picking up now will result in me swiping credit cards all over singapore in the future without a care in the world how much its going to sum up and push me to suicide in the future.
Yes, i am not exaggerating, its that serious, least right now, i am still in my parents guards so i won't be able to swipe any card.
I didnt realise it was that serious untill my parents brought it up, still in self denial, i went to take a look, as in open my eyes and see at what i had in my room. Full of junk which could have gave my a thousand dollar savings if i had not bought them, and i cannot believe i bought SO many T shirts. For hip hop. and now i am only wearing a few. Oh jeeeez. So right now, i have like 8 giordano plain tees moulding in my closet, and other few design tee shirts rotting and i cannot find a reason to wear them.
So from now on, i have to remind myself to TEHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!! stop and think carefully bout whatever i buy. And close friends please help to TEHHHHHHHH when i start to say, "should i buy this"
Went to ben and jerrys on wednesday after hip hop training, accomapnied by a few seniors and juniors, ice cream and listened to melissa sing. My suprise she sang "time after time" i love the song, and "nothing at all". Love it.
Yesterday, i had gym and went for An's class, i slept like a pig when i came home, my back muscle ached like nuts, and i cringe whenever i bend it. OUCHHHHH!!!!!
And now on to my philosophical rants which loooom enjoys so much :):)
When they say the world is full of interesting people. :)
I don't really see much when i was little, like a pea in the sea, watching at other peas growing up with me, with the same childishness (pokemon),similar level of intellect, repetitive actions , worse same face and lot more which if i go on, many will close this browser.
But what i am trying to say is, as i gew older, i meet all sorts of people, some with thinking that really scares you, some with actions that belong to a 5 year old, some that really believe everythings perfectly fine in their world. Some whom till now, i cannot really understand what goes on in that head of theirs.
So i have this habit, i like to study and evaluate what someones really like underneath the skin, the glamour and all. I may sometimes be right and most of the time i am wrong, I still have lots to learn.
And the best time to really understand someone is when they are at their peak comfort level. where they feel a false sense of security that nothings going to happen.
This is just a habit, nothing perv and psycho about it. ha. i just love the many faces of the people around.
You've got the poison,
I've got the remedy.
@1:24 PM
