You've got the poison, I've got the remedy
Friday, March 13, 2009
Fate
I am commenting on my IQ test.
Firstly. Wow, i choose to believe that i really got this score. so?
Secondly, there's no point in having an intelligence level to be smothered by a poor attitude.
and i lack wisdom.
Where can i get it?
Do not try to give me answers like you will grow up and find it one day.
I need it now.
Self exploration and a full load of thinking.
On to other journeys
I bit my own words yesterday, and it happened in a messenger conversation. which started out purely as a teaser, which evolved into greater depth where we broach topics about relationships. In this case, i am the advisory and twiddle thumb was the confused person.
And for your information, i sensed the tiny little pit hole that you gave me, waiting for me to fall into it. :) i would, months ago.
And i said something i have never believed since my first, very first simple love. Yes simple. me. Why did i say it? i am still in puddles. I said " fate dose not need you to know how, fate just wants you to be you and it will do the rest, piecing things up like a jigsaw puzzle. Only if its meant to be"
Yes, ask me to shut up already, sounded so glorifying. But behind closed doors i never once ate this concept of fate. As much as wanting to believe that its so simple, all these years gave a clear answer to whatever.
The only reason i could think of when i said this was i did not want a young heart to forgo faith this young, certainly if given a chance, maybe show me there really is this concept called fate.
I am a lost cause, yet maybe just somewhere high up, a shimmer fights on to prove this to me, against all odds.
I am confessing now. Show me. You have this opportunity now, show me and prove me wrong then:) I am all yours.
You've got the poison,
I've got the remedy.
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