You've got the poison, I've got the remedy
Sunday, January 04, 2009
Dreams
Dreams as in night dreams not Dreams Dreams. hahaha. I mean they reflect what your subconcious mind really wants does it? I cant seem to control them. Funny thing is i wake up with the feeling, that strong feeling nothing ever changed. And then my sensible mind comes back after that short 30 seconds of bliss, that its a dream. Bahhhh... haha. But everythings going back to normal. Sort of to quiet, and all that running around that period left me so tired, i was left lost and empty after that, but i have gotten use to it., the silence, the anticipation for msgs to come, the excitement of whats going to happen tomorrow. Its all going back to normal now.
Went to sentosa yesterday, i din meant to be late, i woke up at 10am. cus i slept late last night. And i woke up to find out that we have to meet at 11am. LOL. sorry. haha. So might as well wait for lum right. So i woke up and went back to sleeep Again :):):):).... haha. but i did try to do some work ok. lol. then left at 2 plus, reached around 4 meet lum, we bot some gooodies, and saw this awesome national geographic muesum or something like that. its SO COOL. seriously cool ok. lol. Shall visit when i have the time. promise. haha. And anyway, reach sentosa at 4 plus, wah we alight wrong station, walk back to siloso, and found them, so we joined in, and played everything we could till 7 plus. 3 hours of fun. thats ok to me. :) had fun with NRA peeps, could have been merrier though, very few people. haah. compared to the 3o plus strength we had. went of early, to me was early ok. haha. Saw alot of hiss and whisper here and there. The thing is im looking at a similar problem, but its so optimistic that i cant imagine, yes, time will change sumone and i know that, esp if it took 3 days. But i know what hes feeling, and why is he doing all this, and why is he feeling that way. I can tell him what to do, but i m not in that position to. plus i don't want to interfere in sum thing that she is into. We dun need any more misunderstandings. But i think he can tide over this cus he has all the support he needs. and you are doing a good job, so don't worry about what you are doing . Cus its the best you have done. :)
You've got the poison,
I've got the remedy.
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